somewhere in my memory
there is a certain man i see
in my dreams he looks so real
his heart i always seem to feel
i always waited for the day
when he would come and take me away
to a very special place unknown
a world that we would call our own
i have known that he’s the man
the man for me, i call the one
and though i never saw his face
he always seem to know his place
beside me he would always sit
and hold my hand in a perfect fit
we would fly and soar so high
just i and him against the sky
and though i always hoped to see
his radiant face looking at me
but he would always hold me near
the beating of his heart i hear
and i’d forget about the rest
when he’d do what he does best
he kisses me and my heart leaps
i am convinced, this is for keeps
he holds my hand and we walk
around the park as we talk
sitting on our bench we watch
our world, our time, as we catch
the moments that we’ll always treasure
our smiles, our memories and our pleasure
this bench, this park, we’ll always find
our hearts that love will always bind
and so we sit and watch and stay
and collect what’s left of the day
when the sun has waved goodbye
i felt a sudden desire to cry
so i turned to him beside me
to kiss the face i long to see
but the darkness of the night is swift
and stole from me my precious gift
i know now that the man i want to see
who touched the very heart of me
is being called upon by destiny
to follow a path, away from me
even if close to him i long to be
i know i have to set him free
because this man i long to see
is probably not meant for me
for my bugger
susivienne
june 26, 2010
5:22 am
when you can see the world in a grain of sand,
when you know who will hold your hand
and walk with you when your day is blue;
when you know whose arms will embrace you.
when you have loved without inhibitions or fear;
and lived in each moment year after year...
then you will know that you have lived and loved
when each wonderful smile you don’t forget
and you have lived a life without regrets;
when you can find lessons in every pain
and you know how to always count your gain;
even if the losses are more than your share
and still you constantly find it in your heart to care...
then you will know that you have lived and loved
when you look at the world with brand new eyes,
even if your heart is bursting with all your goodbyes;
when the load it seems is too hard to carry
and the rain pours heavily and you find no sanctuary;
but still you can see your smile reflected in another
and you look forward to each day that’s better...
then you will know that you have lived and loved
when you can embrace each hurt and sorrow
and still believe and hope in every tomorrow;
when you wake up each morning with love in your heart
and you know that every end has a brand new start;
when you can look back at everything in your life
and proudly say, smile and love have been full and rife...
then you will know that you have lived and loved
16 January 2010
Saturday, 12:55 am
susivienne
i watch you pass by everyday
oh how i wish that i could say
the words i long to say to you
but i just sit and watch you go
i hope that somehow you will see
what i’m hiding deep inside of me
all day long i think of you
then at night i dream of you
i don’t know what you’ve done to me
i hope that one day you will see
oh how my heart aches each time
and how i wish that you were mine
when i see you on the street
my heart can't help but skip a beat
then i’d follow you with my gaze
and wish so hard we’re in one place
when nothing else would really matter
but you and i, that we’re together
now you’re leaving without knowing
how my heart is always hoping
that you would think of me too
that way i always think of you
but it’s too late for that i know
i just stare and watch you go
while you leave i wave goodbye
as my heart heave a heavy sigh
if i just had the strength to do
and say the words i long to say to you
that my heart is so in love with you
16 January 2010
Saturday, 0110 am
susivienne
